Even Love Doctors Become Ill.
In the last 24 hours I have composed 5 academic papers, 2 newspaper articles, and 2 writing example pieces for my protfolio. One would assume confidently that I would want to run far far away from any computer, laptop, etc...Life works in mysterious ways... I was recently informed that I had recruited another fellow blogger, and his writings have inspired me for the night. So my hat is off to you my friend...
Four days left of classes; my roommate said she was so bored in class she literally wrote out the approximate number of hours, minutes and seconds left of each class until it is all said and done with. I cannot blame her. Speaking of which, tonight she was in the room with me as I was talking to a new "friend" on the phone and I glanced over at her and- she literally drooled! Like a huge blob of drool dribbled down onto her shirt! It was the funniest and most random thing ever. I couldn't stop laughing. Anyways, I have been known to help people and give some love advice from time to time, and I feel that I do a farily good job at assessing the situation at hand and providing helpful information. However, and this is a quite large however, when it pertains to myself or my own inner dilemmas I suck royal ass... I've had a little confusion spark lately and have been trying to piece things together, but it has proven difficult. It all sort of surged right when the end of the year is approaching and the mere fact that I cannot read the situation through and through boggles my mind and frustrates me. I briefly consulted my roommate and she said she thought it was good for me. She said it was a very different situation where I do not hold all of the cards; and she basically encouraged me to keep in the game and try to play a good hand...
The next two weeks could prove to be life alterating in a sense that it could be the beginning of the beginning of something big. I have been applying for some good internships that could have a large impact on my resume and future opportunities. I feel a little stressed with academics and work, but simultaneously I am becoming increasingly anxious and ready for new projects. This summer will remain a time of compressing as much as I can into as much as I have. I want to make this a productive and successful summer. There is so much to do in life and so little time. It sounds stereotypical and like a cliche, but it holds still as being solid for me, I feel that I have accomplished, or rather finished a lot in my life thus far, but still realize that there is so much out there. I created a "life clock" with a chart filled with boxes and I color in each box when a month goes by. I have it hanging on my wall and I stare at every morning when I wake up and when I go to bed. There are 31 rows and 30 columns of those boxes to remind me that I only have so many tomorrows.
Four days left of classes; my roommate said she was so bored in class she literally wrote out the approximate number of hours, minutes and seconds left of each class until it is all said and done with. I cannot blame her. Speaking of which, tonight she was in the room with me as I was talking to a new "friend" on the phone and I glanced over at her and- she literally drooled! Like a huge blob of drool dribbled down onto her shirt! It was the funniest and most random thing ever. I couldn't stop laughing. Anyways, I have been known to help people and give some love advice from time to time, and I feel that I do a farily good job at assessing the situation at hand and providing helpful information. However, and this is a quite large however, when it pertains to myself or my own inner dilemmas I suck royal ass... I've had a little confusion spark lately and have been trying to piece things together, but it has proven difficult. It all sort of surged right when the end of the year is approaching and the mere fact that I cannot read the situation through and through boggles my mind and frustrates me. I briefly consulted my roommate and she said she thought it was good for me. She said it was a very different situation where I do not hold all of the cards; and she basically encouraged me to keep in the game and try to play a good hand...
The next two weeks could prove to be life alterating in a sense that it could be the beginning of the beginning of something big. I have been applying for some good internships that could have a large impact on my resume and future opportunities. I feel a little stressed with academics and work, but simultaneously I am becoming increasingly anxious and ready for new projects. This summer will remain a time of compressing as much as I can into as much as I have. I want to make this a productive and successful summer. There is so much to do in life and so little time. It sounds stereotypical and like a cliche, but it holds still as being solid for me, I feel that I have accomplished, or rather finished a lot in my life thus far, but still realize that there is so much out there. I created a "life clock" with a chart filled with boxes and I color in each box when a month goes by. I have it hanging on my wall and I stare at every morning when I wake up and when I go to bed. There are 31 rows and 30 columns of those boxes to remind me that I only have so many tomorrows.

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